Current mood:

awake

My Oh My, What A Mess We've Made
I saw Sary this weekend. Yay! But Emily was there too. Boo.

Man, I was so pissed off when I first saw her. For some reason, seeing my ex-girlfriend filled me with terrible rage. This got much worse when Sarah, my current girlfriend, ran off with my EX and started talking and completely ignoring me. I was getting seriously pissed. Because like...what the fuck?

Yeah, but then Sarah came back and started talking with me before too long. And she's so cute that I couldn't stay mad at her.

And at one point in time, Emily came over to me and was all "Can I talk to you?"

And I was like..."Kay".

And she talked, and said that she wanted me and Sarah to be happy, and then she wanted a hug, and she got all weird. It was kind of strange. I hugged her. This was the first time I'd seen her face to face since we broke up way the fuck back in December.

Yeah. She later told me that she hadn't been ready to see me with somebody else, and that she thought that she might still love me, and all that jazz. But now today she seems back to normal, from what I saw of her online.

That's the thing with that Emily. She can change such huge parts of her psyche so quickly, and so completely that I can't believe it. But whatever. I don't really care what's going on with her.

Sarah wanted me to kiss her, I think. I still haven't yet, if you can believe that. But most often we meet in public places, and it would be kind of weird to have the first 'smooch' with her when a bunch of people were watching, y'know?

I'll get around to it.