Current mood:	calm
Current music:	"Feel Good, Inc." -Gorillaz

Feel Good, Inc.
My sleeping schedule's been thrown horrifficly out of sync with that of the rest of the world. I now sleep from 5 AM to 1 PM every day. It's nice to stay up all night. Kind of cool. But it's also boring at 4 AM when there's nobody at all to talk to.

The rest of my family's been off camping for the past six days or so. I'm kind of living alone right now. It's weird. I don't know if it's really all that cool or not. I have to make all my own food, which is kind of a pain in the ass. But there's much less noise, and I'm free to jump naked about my house, which I do frequently now.

Not really though.

I've gone to the movies with Eryn twice in the past week. First it was "Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants", which is just as bad as you'd think it would be. Then we saw "Kingdom of Heaven", in which I almost fell asleep twice.

Eryn is really cool. She's very physically attractive, and she seems to be honest, which is often lacking in girls of such..."hotness" for lack of a better word. I still don't know what she could possibly see in me. But she always talks to me. She is geniunely interested in dating me, I know this now. Neither of us are very good conversationalists, though, so from time to time there will be an awkward pause when we're together. I don't think this is any cause for alarm, though. It's just we both suck at bringing up stuff to talk about.

I'm drifting more towards Eryn than Emily for a few reasons. One such reason is that I've told Emily that I would expect our relationship to be different if we did date again. She made a big deal about it. I told her that I would want to be a higher priority than her friends (something that I wasn't all the time). She again made a big deal about this. I'm not going to get into a long-distance relationship where I'm just a distraction for her. Something to occupy her on weekends. I would want to be MORE than a friend. I'm going to talk to Emily in about a week when she comes back to Wisconsin. If she doesn't honestly, and desperately want me back, then I'm going to say "Fuck you." I won't waste my time with someone who's just using me to waste time.

So anyway, yeah. TO SUMMARIZE: Eryn= Yes. Emily= Probably not.

Sarah= Cool girl who is better as a friend.

Me= Awesome.