Current mood:	blah
Current music:	"19/2000" -Gorillaz

Mercy Me
I've been going back and forth between friend's houses for the past three days. I haven't slept at my house in four days. We've been doing miscellaneous random shit, like playing DDR, watching anime, etc. Now that I think about it, I'm pretty much the biggest fucking geek in the world. Oh well. Anyway, me and all my homies have been hanging out extensively lately because my friend Dave (brother of my ex, Emily) is going to Minnesota for about a month. So we won't get to chill as a big collective for quite a while. It's is sucky, but not horriffic.

Yeah. And while I was at Dave's house, Emily was there. And we had about a two hour sit-down talk, and she now tells me that she's not interested in dating anymore. I was questioning her reasoning behind this. Just three weeks ago she was telling me she still loved me and stuff, and now she doesn't have any interest?

Again, she gave no straight answer. She did say something about not being sure if she can handle a relationship...whatever. That was a bullshit answer. I think the closest thing to the truth was when she said that she talked about it with a bunch of her friends, and they all thought it was a bad idea. Emily puts WAY too much stock into what her little circle of idiotic friends thinks. I told her that if she relied on what other people thought too much, she would end up being a committee rather than a person. She seemed unconcerned.

I dated a fucking committee.

So whatever. I now see how stupid she is, and I guess it would be cool to be friends with the Emily Committee, but I seriously doubt I'll ever date her again. Ever.

Which leaves the door for Eryn wide open. And I'm probably going to ask her out before too long.

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow, so I must brush extra well this night! THIS NIGHT!

I think I need to wash dishes. :-(